omfg dude youre like fucking hella ass emo! I was like that too! since 5th grade. I do it ever now and then but not so much anymore. Ive tried other ways to end this shitty ass life but fuck....i can never do it right. Look...when people say soemthing to you just turn around and say "youre just jelouse im not a piece of shit like you." then walk awya. Or i just turn and say "or youre soo badass! Wow what an insult. Im gunna go cry like a bitch." they usually want you to over react...I know where youve been and i know how fucked up everyone cna seem but then youre going to find a friend that you can love sooo much and theyll love you for you and when stupid dumbass people say something to you like that again theyll punch them in their gay face!  Fo Sho!