You and me both, I hope the rest of your summer goes smoother for you.  I've been working on not looking back at the past, and simply concentrating on going forward personally.

Yeah...

 

I really need to learn how to keep pushing forward and not looking into my past mistakes...

 

&& be excited about the future

All you can really do from the past is just try and learn from your mistakes and not repeat them.  Dwelling on it won't do you any good, it'll just bring you down.  Everyday is a new day.

Couldn't be more right

 

THANKS!

Not a problem, I've been going through the same sort of shit myself lately, and have had to do some major soul searching and I figured out what works best for me.

well just make sure you celebrate your birthday again ^_^