Hes everything you want

Hes everything you need

Hes everything inside of you that you wish you could you

He says all the right things, at exactly the right time

But he means nothing to you and you dont know why..

wow. Ryan actually called me back. Yeah, he doesn't want me back. Okay. Fine. But just so you know Ryan, I am the better choice. You wanna know why? Cause I have a relationship with Christ. and thats IMPORTANT when your a christian. and the girl you chose over me, she doesnt have that. She doesnt pray. So yeah. One day, when you are actually close with God, you will know how important that is to be with someone that has a prayer life, that knows God in a deeper way.  But you just dont understand that. Mr. I grew up in church all my life. Yeah, well you'd think you'd want to date a girl that knows Christ personally but I guess not.

Arela told me that I need to give up and surrender cause shes like you know Andrew may possibly be the one God has for you. Eh. I know. Hes a math major, worship leader, plays so many instuments, talks about God constantly, prays for me, doesnt miss a day of church in his life, and has a passion for worship. Hmm what am i sitting here waiting for? I dont know. I dont know. I dont know. I uh i dont know. Its sad when you have a great guy infront of you but you just cant see him in that way and you just dont know why.

Anyways, My first day of work today at 3. I'm excited. I'm making chocolate.