For once i have peace with myself
I've been burden with blame
trapped in the past for too long
I'm moving on.
Woo. I was so tired this morning! But i did it. got up went to work, cleaned. and now i'm going back in at 4 to sell chocolate. Took a nice 2 hour nap. I feel like all my blog entries are about work cause thats all i do this summer is work work work work and some more work. hah. So, I think my entries are pretty boring and sorry for wasteing seconds of your life with my rambles of work.
Theres really nothing else going on for me to say. I'm content with my singleness. I'm alright with being alone. Its my own choice. I know that. I know i let Andrew go, but I know I had to do it cause i just dont feel like hes the one. Ya know? He'll be okay. He'll meet a nice christian girl some day that's even more perfect for him then me.
I think i just felt my heart drop. Hmm...
Heather is dating Ryan officially now. No, its a different ryan. She's got a great christian man thats gonna treat her so well. Its sooo beautiful. One day i'll have that too. You know, when i dated Ryan, he use to be good to me but that was back in November. Those were the days where it was all okay and not gone bad. But, I'm not gonna dwell on Ryan anymore. I know his heart is for the girl he left me for (even though they broke up and she'll never take him back). I guess knowing that, made it easier for me to let it go. But I do know my prince will come in God's timing. when I least expect it. and ready for it too of course.