You are divinity

But a certain sign of grace is this

From the broken earth flowers come up

Pushing through the dirt

May I say i've had a great day today.  I went for a nice beautiful walk downtown with my David Crowder Band blasting my ears.  May I just say that I feel like each day that goes by, I'm picking myself up and falling more in love with Christ all over again.  Plus, going by the water and looking at the islands kinda makes your day wonderful.  I love to go there and pray and think.  Soak in the beauty.  I went to the flower shop with grandma, had some ice cream.  Now gonna go back out later and take some more random pictures.  It really gives me something to do instead of being bored and lonely and waiting for my phone to ring.  I love spending time with my grandma.  Andrew called while i was on the way to the flower shop to my grandma wanted to know about him and I explained my boy situations and how Hes a great friend but just i cant see myself with him other than that. and shes like "its that Ryan guy that you really want isnt it?" Eh. I know i gotta let him go. Give me time.. time.. time.. time.. If Ryan wanted to be with me, he'd tell me.  For now, I just gotta go on with my own life and enjoy my summer and do what I do and if its me he wants, he'd tell me. I'm not going anywhere. I'm just trying to heal. Thats all. I still think he's beautiful.