I feel like there is something missing in my life. I have this deep yearning in my heart. I can literally feel it. It feels like a knot deep in my stomach, my chest feels heavy and every time I try to think about what I'm feeling, I get light-headed and a bit confused. Although, part of that feeling could be because I just had a couple cups of coffee. Caffeine always makes me feel a bit light-headed: which is why I love it.
My mom called me into the living room which has pulled me out of my self-analysis. Dammit. Oh well. I'm sure the feeling will come back. Hopefully, in a time when I'm not loaded with caffeine... although, I'm rarely seen without some sort of caffeine, either coffee or tea.
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