thanksgivings tommorow and itll be 11 months since u were tooken...... i miss you....
my frined..brother
..Brian Lucero
im sorry. :[ what happened 11 motnhs ago?
my friends...a brother was killed......
Sometimes i wonder why we have to be with someone when they bring such grief when they say goodbye.
but now, i already know the answer: the joy and love that person brings to our lives is worth all the pain the end.
our relationship to that someone aren't always meant to last, but they are never in vain- there is always a wonderful memory, or at least a lesson to be gained.
if u try not to focus on why he is gone , but on why he came to u in the first place, his memory will always make u happy. and remember that u have had years of brotherhood together and that's something you'lll always have.
fell better?
he is with me
but he was robbed
i do..........
but i want people that cut it short
doll, im sorry...but who's gone?
my brother...........
gone..tooken
awww!!! what happened??
i'm sorry 
my (brother)Brian i knew since like the third grde,.
he went to visit his pops in cali (his parents are divorced)
and while he was over ther he went to party
and someone drove by and shot up the house he was was hit shot in the chest........and died on the way to the hospital
thats the long story short....
dont wanna talk about the whole thing today
I want you to know I HEART YOU!!
your welcome.... I was hoping it would help
write...somethin...anything...i need to comment on your blogs now..haha im bored. plus, i think your due to write something, because its been sence thanks giving.am i rite?!
ok ill write somethign today or tommrow just for u k!?..
lol 4 sure! thanks love! haha
my name.
there isnt an H on the end like most Savanna's. lol
umm i guess...i like it that way tho. haha..but there have been a couple of other chicks i have met that have my name that way too. BUMMER! but wutever.
my name...not so much. it used to be. but there are alot of other girls now that have it liket that.
Sí. soy como una persona muy extraordinario.
extraordinario??
unique
or
extrodinary??
ok..
hmmmm..
idk
id have to tell u about me then you can judge for urself....
vice versa
alrighty then.
i can see that.
so u first
whats
ur fav
movie
singer/rapper
color
hobbie
lol ohh shiit!
fav. movie...Batman Returns! 4 sure!
fav. rapper, or singer.....The Game
Color....Brown
fav. Hobbie......Playing volleyball
kool
the game is dope
aight
fav
song
cd
thing to do when ur just kicking it
actor
ya, i think so!!
my fav. Cd isnt my game tho. its by Ashanti.
fave thin to do while i kick it.....Watch movies, party, Shop wutever. because diffrent friends inturprate "kick it" in diffrent ways..u kno?
Uummm..i like Camron Diaz she makes funny, and sad movies.. i also enjoy, Jim Carry
yes i am. lol why do you say it like that?!
lol i dont know
its just funny
but..
a..
....and why do you find this so funny? lool
idk never would of thought u d say taht..
but its a good thing i guess, u keep me guessing l like a girl thats keeps me guessing
lol my minds origanal i suppose..but wut would you have thought i would say?
lol um...okay then.
wut size shoe do you wear?
are you a people person? cuz you seam like it.
8 ??.
ehh kinda.. people ussually like me mor ethen i like them..
im just iin a talkative mood today..
lol yea, i guess...i have A.d.h.d, so i am always in tha mood to talk, unless my depresion kicks in.
nah im ussualy quite not shy but quite i like listening more then talking
ur derpession??
ahh i see..people like that usually intrest me. i dont kno why. lol
yes i am deprestion also. its from all tha shit i have been through within tha past year.
??waht do u mean??
it hard??
umm well long story, ill tell you sometime, but yea, its hard to deal with, because im usually so happy, and joyful, but then when people dont kno wuts going on when my depresion kicks in, because they get confused,cuz im usually always happy n nice..you kno?
we got time??
so they dont expect it..
i dont have tha time, because im sure youll have questions..maybe ill write it tonight or something whenever i go home, youll have to remind me tho..
but yeah they just dont expect it, and i dont neither, sometimes it just creeps up on me. sorta like bipoler, but not..
it does. but its wutever, not like its going to go away anytime soon soo i just have do deal.
yeah u seem optomistic about it
well i dont kno..rite now its sorta up in tha air wut i think. it doesnt bug me to bad, but i would like it 2 just go away. you kno.
yeah i feel you
never goes away..??
well like i said it comes and goes, but tha problem is not that it goes, but that it keeps comming back. and it makes me constantly thing about negative things..and i dont like that.
yeah......
well keep ya head up
ill try..its juss hard...talk to you soon tho..muahh!
k.
thats was good
YEAH
