Thought i would blog for anyone that is interested. haha. Christmas break is almost here. We get a month off of college. sweet!!!! Next tuesday is Luke and mine 4 month anniversity. yay. we still fight a lot but i think we are getting a lil better. i hope we work things out. we are not seeing eachother this weekend cuz he doesnt really have money to come up every weekend. i understand that. but we are seeing eachother the following weekend. yay. its the weekend right before christmas. it sucks that we cant spend christmas together but its understanding that we both have obligations to our own families. i wouldnt miss christmas with my family no matter how much i want too. lol. i couldnt do that to my mom anyway. shes probably the real reason why im staying home for the holiday. im assuming that Luke and i will spend time together right after christmas so its all good. i know im spending new years in west virginia with him. hmm i havent told my mother that one yet. haha. we havent bought eachother anything yet. we might next weekend if he has money and if not than we will just wait to buy eachother a gift. i dont mind cuz i know hes short on money right now.
Finals are terrible. lots of stuff to study and many papers to write. who ever came up with finals wasnt thinking properly. oh well. i think im doing pretty good in all my classes. mostly A's and B's maybe one C. yay.
So im really getting into reading novels for fun. I like psychololgy based books but anything with a lot of thought and meaning are very interesting as well. Im thinking bout writing a novel but it will take time and i have to be really into the idea. I was thinking bout a novel about a girl trying to find her self-identity. She goes through tramatic experinces that shape who she is and cause her some mental problems such as mood swings. Im going to use some events from my life but the book is going to be fictional. Im not sure how im going to end the story though. Theres two possible endings. One will be her finding her true self and becoming happy by living a life a love and self fullness. the second ending will be her not finding her true self and maybe committing suicide. Yes yes i know. They are complete opposite endings and one is very tragic. lol. Im also thinking about a title. Maybe "Tainted Identity" or something along those lines. Anyone have any thoughts on the idea of a title? Im open to suggestions. hehe. well im gonna get going. talk to everyone later. tons of love.
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