Wow. Alot has happened since my last entry. I'm single, I'm happy. I wish you wouldn't be confused though. Where should I start. Griffin made me start smoking. My parents found out and I didn't live at my house for two days. In all seriousness I was scared to death.
My nephew is due in about two weeks. I hope I'll be a good influence. I know I will be, I'll make myself be.
Maybe one day you will grow up and realize...or maybe you won't. Either way it won't matter to me.
I really wish you would trust me...I really wish I wouldn't have screwed up....forgive me....please
If there is anyone who is in the sun will you help me to understand.
I'm just caught between what you wish for and all you need.............I really want you.
I think I've made up my mind on what I want to do in my life. I'm gonna go to Montevallo....For once I'm actually doing what I want and whats best for me and not considering someones feelings which never should have mattered in the first place.
I'm not alone..i'm just on my own.
I can handle it.
I gotta get a new job and I get a new car. Saturn Sky is on my mind.
Until next year.......
starting over
