But I still hunger for you
This is my curse (the wanting)
This is my curse (time)
This is my curse (the needing)
This is my curse...
One thing I have noticed about myself over these many long years is the fact that when I write - placing the thoughts that are contained within my cranium down - I have a tendency to the negatives from sentences. The word "not" is one of the most overlooked words...
And I have wondered about why that is for a very long time, and I believe I have finally arrived at the root cause of the problem. The answer to this problem is quite simple as the wise man who lives atop the mountain in my mind told me, the fact is I am not a negative person, and I generally do not look for all that is bad in the world for I know that when the world seems its darkest the easier it is to find even the tiniest, dimmest ray of hope - the little ray that will lead us out of despair...
I know with all my heart and soul and with every fiber of my existence that the ray is there, somewhere and we only need to give our eyes enough time to adjust to the darkness and we shall see. We shall find our little beam of light and the way shall be revealed...
This I believe to be the Truth...
This is the Word of the AntiCrust...
Praise be ye who Read the Word for ye are Blessed amongst humans...