It's not what's intended.
These words just come out,
With no gripe to bear... hhhhhmmmmm, I am at a point in my life where I have to wonder, "Where do I go from here?"
I wonder and I wonder and yet I can never come up with an answer that satisfies my soul. I know that even if I asked the opinion of others their answers will be of no use to me for it is what is within my brain that matters...
I could go back to manual labour type jobs though I despise going to work in a one-dimensional field though these jobs are the only ones that seem to be in need of my services. I could hold out a bit longer and see if anyone out there wishes to use my mental capacities in some form though financially I do not think that this is possible. I could try to create a business of my own doing something that I wish to do, but there again is the money situation and the fact that I may not be able to go much longer without some sort of positive cash flow. Alas, the difficulties of living in this age...
So the answer to my question will more than likely be forced upon me rather than a decision that I have made with myself. I suppose that this is life and I should accept this fact and be done with it and live my life in quiet resignation for there may be no other alternative than to do thusly...
So I shall close this with the only thing that I can think of that is appropriate at this point in my life - oh well...
This is the Word of the AntiCrust...
Praise be ye who Read the Word for ye are Blessed amongst humans...
life matters
