absolutely nothing
"Topic" is such a fussy word. The lack of a topic can be a topic. Perhaps the topic is a more ethereal, underlying pathos that cannot be named on the surface (does that make it a subtopic?).
The ability to write well, or beautifully even, is its own merit - Are there not a great many musicians with nothing to really "say" who are stringing their notes together (just another form of math, word, communication) in a pointless manner while still bringing great (although inexplicable) joy to those who bounce to them?
What is meaningful to say? I struggle with this daily, it is why i have died to art and word so dead and cold... What is meaningful to say? Only in the forgetting of that question can I even consider dancing in thought, word, saying.. The most meaningful things to say, perhaps, are the things that have nothing to do with "anything". "Anything" being a solid, tangible, relative, fixed point in time, space or otherwise that is definable by parameters understandable to more than one homo sapien.
My soul hungers for more than I am. My soul hungers for more than I can even hope to ever be. I crave light, I crave some sort of illumination, so I bare the gaping tears in my soul in "public" on the off chance that some sort of wind will blow through and knock the dust right out.
My little tiny inner muse-ette longs to dance and to sing and to inspire and be inspired, but she's a scared little thing and can only do so in places electronic and not "real" so she 'blogs for comfort, she 'blogs for the dance, she 'blogs to see what kinds of harmonies will pick up on their own in and out of the stream she is splashing in.
One day, one day I may just live life in a manner less fearful. One day I may find that I have something inside worth saying, and find out how to say it. One day I may, you just wait and see.
Until then, this is me, and I am me and you are Wee and she is not all together. But it is better than a sharp pointy stick in the eye.
Sometimes.
The ability to write well, or beautifully even, is its own merit - Are there not a great many musicians with nothing to really "say" who are stringing their notes together (just another form of math, word, communication) in a pointless manner while still bringing great (although inexplicable) joy to those who bounce to them?
What is meaningful to say? I struggle with this daily, it is why i have died to art and word so dead and cold... What is meaningful to say? Only in the forgetting of that question can I even consider dancing in thought, word, saying.. The most meaningful things to say, perhaps, are the things that have nothing to do with "anything". "Anything" being a solid, tangible, relative, fixed point in time, space or otherwise that is definable by parameters understandable to more than one homo sapien.
My soul hungers for more than I am. My soul hungers for more than I can even hope to ever be. I crave light, I crave some sort of illumination, so I bare the gaping tears in my soul in "public" on the off chance that some sort of wind will blow through and knock the dust right out.
My little tiny inner muse-ette longs to dance and to sing and to inspire and be inspired, but she's a scared little thing and can only do so in places electronic and not "real" so she 'blogs for comfort, she 'blogs for the dance, she 'blogs to see what kinds of harmonies will pick up on their own in and out of the stream she is splashing in.
One day, one day I may just live life in a manner less fearful. One day I may find that I have something inside worth saying, and find out how to say it. One day I may, you just wait and see.
Until then, this is me, and I am me and you are Wee and she is not all together. But it is better than a sharp pointy stick in the eye.
Sometimes.
This all seems so very familiar like a deja vu groove thang...
And it was a very good response to my babbling. And indeed what is the meaning of something meaningful to say. Is it a thing of importance? Does the something have Earth shattering ramifications in which the fate of the human race hangs in the balance? Is the meaningful something the fact that I went to the mall and saw such and such and so and so (squeal!)?
What is truly meaningful to say in today's society? I ain't got a clue and I can't buys me a vowel. But one thing I do know is that deep down inside me there is something that needs to be set free. What it is I do not know, but I know there is something lurking in the shadows of my soul that just doesn't have the courage to make itself known at this time. I know it is meaningful to me at least, and one day I will write it and place upon the walls of Cyberspace for all to see...
Meaningful? I wonder as I always wonder what is meaningful to me? The fact that I can use a great many words to say absolutely nothing is not meaningful to me - it is what I enjoy doing. I enjoy just allowing the words that are swirling about inside my cranium to escape into the world. The words may be a gentle stream where others can stick there toes in on a warm summer's day and enjoy the cool refreshing goodness of my thoughts. Or my words may be a rushing river that threatens to suck everyone - the guilty and the innocent - in, and only the lucky few will be saved from the waters...
But is meaningful? I may never have the answer, and the little thing that hides in the dark shadows of my soul may never come out of hiding. I just do not know, but I feel that what I write should have some deeper than what is taken as face value. Is this being meaningful? That I cannot answer, I just type what comes out and that is that, I have not the courage and strength to sit down and by design write something to present to the world, even with my poetry, it just happens and if it doesn't it doesn't. My a methodical process of writing would be meaningful or produce a meaningful something. I don't know...
I do know that sharp pointy sticks to the eyes is probably extremely painful so this should not be done under any circumstance...
I suppose...
End reblog...
And it was a very good response to my babbling. And indeed what is the meaning of something meaningful to say. Is it a thing of importance? Does the something have Earth shattering ramifications in which the fate of the human race hangs in the balance? Is the meaningful something the fact that I went to the mall and saw such and such and so and so (squeal!)?
What is truly meaningful to say in today's society? I ain't got a clue and I can't buys me a vowel. But one thing I do know is that deep down inside me there is something that needs to be set free. What it is I do not know, but I know there is something lurking in the shadows of my soul that just doesn't have the courage to make itself known at this time. I know it is meaningful to me at least, and one day I will write it and place upon the walls of Cyberspace for all to see...
Meaningful? I wonder as I always wonder what is meaningful to me? The fact that I can use a great many words to say absolutely nothing is not meaningful to me - it is what I enjoy doing. I enjoy just allowing the words that are swirling about inside my cranium to escape into the world. The words may be a gentle stream where others can stick there toes in on a warm summer's day and enjoy the cool refreshing goodness of my thoughts. Or my words may be a rushing river that threatens to suck everyone - the guilty and the innocent - in, and only the lucky few will be saved from the waters...
But is meaningful? I may never have the answer, and the little thing that hides in the dark shadows of my soul may never come out of hiding. I just do not know, but I feel that what I write should have some deeper than what is taken as face value. Is this being meaningful? That I cannot answer, I just type what comes out and that is that, I have not the courage and strength to sit down and by design write something to present to the world, even with my poetry, it just happens and if it doesn't it doesn't. My a methodical process of writing would be meaningful or produce a meaningful something. I don't know...
I do know that sharp pointy sticks to the eyes is probably extremely painful so this should not be done under any circumstance...
I suppose...
End reblog...
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