Right now i feel like ive got that song in the background from the 80's "think twice" playing in my head.
This whole week with my clubs problems has probably been perhapes the most enduring of my time running it.
I got two people who are about to make a big mistake. One stays and the other who loses the duel is gone from our club. I dont want any of our members to go but if this is the only way to get some order back into the club..then so be it. There at least settling it in a civilized manner but at the same time im just at the limit with these two grown people. Mostly with one of my main players.
He doesnt realize it/knows but still doesnt listen..he has an anger problem. His anger is one of the whole reasons of this stupid yugioh duel(card game for thoise who dont know) . He doesnt listen to people..espically his friends..i'm his freind and i may have endargered it. But if a friend doesnt try..even if they know it might risk there friendship then there not a friend to begin with.
Hes latly been feeling no reason to come to this club and last night i put him on the hot seat on our clubs website. The comments i made wasnt as a personal attack..but of months, years of the way he interacts with others in the club. I even explained it as friendly advice.Ofcourse he blows up on me...claiming i try to look good around others...if im trying to look good.....why then am i trying to help him?
It wasn't about me..it was about bringing stability back into this club he helps to support. To be able to get along with other players.If we all dont try to star getting along or at least..respect others then the club will never grow.
This isnt the show..this is real life and i truly dont belive that these guys have even realized the seriousness of the situation and the consiquences.
I really hope to iron out all these problems this sunday..im not a person whos power hungery..but in a club or if your a leader..there are times you may have to make a decision that is one not favorable but at the same time if the only way to solve a problem. then it must be done.
I just really hope for a good show this sunday..but thats all i can do..hope.
ttyl