
I'm tired (haven't slept yet- long long story involving me yelling at a boy, making said boy cry, gaming until late, him coming back after returning his girlfriend home, us cuddling and talking, us doing naughty things- he seems to think that distracting me from being angry is better than truly analyzing his prior behavior- then us driving and watching the sun come up.) and the only thing my brain can wrap around on july 7 of 07 is that JK Rowling should have said screw you to the publishers for making her wait a couple weeks to get another best seller out before hers. What better way to release book 7 than on 7/7/07.
I, too, have stayed up all night. Not being on my medication (I can't afford it right now and my doctor recently retired with little warning, or at least retired before I got a chance to set up with another doctor, so if things get worse, I may have to go into the ER for urgent care) I am very wired and riding a strange manic episode. Tried to sleep for several hours but since my mind is on overdrive due to no mood regulating drug, I had strange dreams -- one where I was being hunted down by two men, one an Asian assassin, the other an African filmmaker who had videtaped me secretly throughout my life -- both were trying to seduce me and I was trying to get rid of them. Woke up at 10am (I went to bed shortly after 7) to the nephews video game music. Sushed them upstairs and now their dad has taken them out today (something I wanted to do with them all week long now won't get to do because I'm not feeling well). I'm thinking Mark is trying to give me some space and peace, but really the boys help calm me. In any case, it's really rather hot outside and despite there being two A/C's in the house, I can feel the humidity and it's affecting my bowels as well as my mind. So, yeah, I'm trying to relax. Now that I'm up again, just before I checked my email and Mindsay, the Andrew voice calling my name is repeating again in my thoughts. I have a migraine and my sinuses are stuffed up.
I drew a few Tarot cards and got this combination: The Devil, The Tower, and the 2 of Pentacles! My Devil has to be my disorder (heat and humidity sorely effect bi-polars), the Tower feels to me to be a surprise of somesort but doesn't feel bad, and the Pentacles 2 makes me think that despite my worries and emotional highs/lows I'll somehow manage a balance today.
I agree with you about JK Rowling! The seventh book SHOULD be out today. I have a feeling it's going to be wonderful!
I hope you get some rest. I have some kitty pictures to post soon. A beautiful Main Coon mix is up for adoption and I absolutely LOVE him. His name is Peppy and is a total one person lap cat type (he gets anxious around other cats and a cat like him reminds me of myself -- if only I had the means, he would be mine!).
I think it's best I get offline again. My head is swimming and my ears hurt, too. Could be allergies as well. Ugh. I feel like a fuddy duddy. Even though I wanted to visit more with my nephews, I think my brother was wise about getting out of the house while I deal with my stuff.
I've redone my nails -- used colors you'd like and created a sort of French manicure look. Whitened my tips with the color "funny bunny" and put on a top coat of this terrific soft rose shimmer called "I'll take the Cake" by OPI (part of their Garden Party collection). I'll have to eventually take pix of that, too.
Okay, now I'm really going to try to rest!
One other thing, I prayed to Bast last night about foreverknight's loss of a feline friend. The cat's name was Max. Everyone thought the little guy would pull through, but he was too sick and had to be put down. I feel the cat is at peace, but foreverknight is continuing to deal with the loss. I suggested she contact you, since you are a Bast priestess, to help her gain some insight and comfort about her feline friend.
The boy is the usual blond boytoy you kick me in the ass over. Yes, he is driving me very very nuts- but most Capricorn's are supposed to drive Libra's nuts, right? *grin*
I haven't heard from her, but please let her know that we have added a candle for Max on my Bast altar.
Yep, Capicorns can butt head with Libras a lot. Most of my best friends in my life have been Libras who, for one reason or another, when we met we hated each other first, or at the very least were suspicious of each other. I've only dated one Libra in my life and I don't know who drove who crazier first! I think that one was mainly based on orgasms, tho!!!
I emailed her. I think she's taking some time out to grieve, so I sent my thoughts and let her be. Nature will take its course. Max was a cat who got sick and was healing, but then suddenly his health took a dire turn. I so totally feel for Rebekah right now. It's hard to lose a feline friend like that!
The things that made me happy today: watching the Live Earth concerts for a climate in crisis in high definition on satellite tv -- saw some of my favorite bands and artists play live all in the comfort of home on my brother's big screen 1080i television -- it's like having a concert play at home. The best performances so far were put on by Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Beastie Boys, Madonna, Sting and the Police, Roger Waters (Pink Floyd -- they brought out a cute choir of kids to sing the "We don't need no education" part of The Wall), and Spinal Tap did the best, funniest performance ever of the Stonehedge/Druid song -- had to see it to believe it!
That and I got to share some ice cream with my nephews while we watched episodes of Planet Earth on blue ray disc.
I'm currently drinking straight out of a 2 liter bottle of cherry coke. Michael had heard from Sam that yesterday had completely sucked (the private post just for your eyes is in the works) and brought me a maple donut, cherry coke, and a hug. He also said that Jake's a moron and that I should be used to that by now which did get me laughing.
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