this year my very first thought on January the 1st was:
It does not matter what i accomplish in life because no matter what i do in the end i will die and nobody will care.
this progressed to:
if i were to die right now the world would not be affected in anyway
which recently became:
my entire existence is pointless and does not affect everyday life in anyway
hope i didn't depress you
anyway,
"Bottom line, doing what we have to do to get some food in the fridge and stay out of the hospital"
january should die
