The Past Year.

So this past year from summer 07 to a month ago was a MESS.
i have no idea how ive come out of everything alive.
i went from being co captain of my cheerleading squad, an IB student, and having TONS of friends along with the perfect boyfriend to being the slut of the school, and a complete social outcast whose life revolves around sex and drugs.
how i did all of that in a matter of months is beyond me.
and topping it off by not caring and continuing the drugs and everything blows my mind away.
i went to 2 rehabs and ran away from both.
i went to jdc twice.
GOD!!!
thank god im okay now though.
ive been sober for 3 months and im getting everything back on track.
i still look back and want to scream though. i had a really good life. i just wish i wasnt so stupid.
i survived though.
and im proud to say im doing all right.
im making this site so that i can look back on my life in an other year and remind myself that i made it and in the end itll all be okay.
so enjoy reading from now on.
heres my life after drugs and institutions.