Tired, tired, tired. Hate to say this. But it's true to me. Too much work to do and less time to take a rest.

Yesterday it rained cats and dogs in the evening--time people going home. Every bus was crowded. I have to wait for my bus for an hour and it was crowded, too. The traffic was terrible. At the first junction, the light went from red to green and then yellow and then red again. This cycle went on like four times at least before we could get passed it. Same thing happened at almost every junction I passed. Crap.

 

I went home, exhausted. Turned on the telly and found out the remote control is out of order. Another crap. No show I like on the screen. Still, I sat down before this miracle box and let the time pass by until 1 am. I should have gone to bed since I haven't had enough sleep since Monday. But I didn't. I had no idea what's going on on my mind. It's like I always "have to" do this and that. Suddenly, I don't want to "have to" and did nothing I "should" do.  Maybe I have gone temporarily crazy. If I don't have Flamenco on Tuesdays and Pasodoble on Sats, I would have gone mad and more depressed. Dancing helps and heals, especially when you have not enough the "Me Time".

 

Tomorrow is Friday. Hope everything will be better...

 
   

 


 
 
robot2 on
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You know what you need and what you want...That is the best thing...

Rest this weekend and indulge your "me" with whatever makes you happy.

I understand because I have not been doing what I wanted to do the last few days..Today...I am going to get back on track...make me feel better again.

tweaty on
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Isn't it frustrating when you cannot do things you want to?

Think about poeple who has no choice and "have to" do things they don't want just to survive...and I feel I'm pretty lucky to have a tiny little to do what I like. It still sucks. But at least, that's my luck. Many people don't have it.

 

I know I need some space. No matter how much your family loves you, you'll need it. I've been thinking of many ways to earn it. Nothing sounds right right now. But who knows? Someday I might...

 

I saw So you think you can dance year III Finale last nitght and it was so inspiring. There's a lot of beauty in it.

robot2 on
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I saw part of that show as well....There was a couple doing hip hop.....They were so in sync....maybe you saw them....She had painted her beautiful black lips white...dancing to a rap song I believe...anyway....they were phenomenal....very beautiful to watch....It was so natural that it didn't look at all choreographed....which is beautiful...

 

Tweaty...............we are lucky to have some choice in life...You are right...many people don't....

I miss you when you are away...I miss the energy Tweat..Tweat.

tweaty on
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My energy can be drained easily when I'm "away" to work. It's not the job. It's the traffic I have to go through each day. If I can go to and come back from the office in 15 minutes, it would be a blessing.

 

Today I just has free time. No working. Just rolling on the floor with my doggie and it's a small happiness I'm happy with.

robot2 on
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it's a good thing Tweaty!

rolling with your dog....I mean.


 
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