Wrong With Me.

So, I go through everyday letting down the one person who is most dear to me. What's up with that?!?!?! Do I think that I will always have them around? Yes. But I want to be more considerate and actually make them so happy that they cry. My problem is time, responsibilities, and laziness. I wish I had less of some and more of the other. Ya, know? I am just tired of making them sad and mad. I can't wait till this musical is over so I can return to being me again and make them happy. I am horrible. Why can't I be better though? I want to fix my idiocy. I want to do things right and make that one person happy that is the world to me. I know I could never do enough.