As I sit here in someone elses house on someone elses computer, I can't help thinking, this person is great, and deserves so much better than this.

The integrity, compassion, dignity, and self-persiption of a person should not be treated with disrespt.

It is who they are, and they may not choose to be that way.

But they are. So why do so many of the onlookers pass a sentence of judgmental discrepincy when it only adds up the their predicion? To what they want it to be. They mold you, mangle you into a label, a box which they can scan you over in.

If you are to different, sorry, "NEXT."

Sorry, thats fucking pathetic and igotistic. It disgusts me. Truely and deeply.

You think you know a person so well, then they pick up old habits, or start new things, or just try something different, just for the hell of saying "Hey, I did that once....."

Then yor onlookers freak out and are rescaning to see if the missed that little gigga byte of information on you.

No, I didnt miss anything, so why are you so differnet?

Im not.

Same person, same smile.

Same person, same eyes.

Same person, differnt look.

Same person, differnt tastes.

Same person, old habits.

Same person, new habits.

Same person through out the mind, body and soul. But.....yet again, they reject you. Funny how that works isnt it? But you say thats life, right?

Wrong.

Your life, your body, you mind, your soul, your desicions. You are your toughest critic. You are your own dictator. You are your own person.

YOU ARE YOU............dont let that slip.

dont look for the awnsers, let them come to you.

dont look for the meening, let it find you.