I am still alive and kicking!

As I updated you before! I moved in with my Hunny. We have now been living together for 1 year and 1 month common law kicked in I guess you can say. We still live in our cramped up apartment. But its our first home, and we're looking into getting our finances in order to BUY a home of our own pretty soon Just gotta get my credit up to par, fix those mistakes from being oh so young and stupid!

Still not in school, I'm hoping to go back this summer. I have changed my major!! ENGLISH is now my target. I love to write, read, and just get my intellect on, so this would fit me perfectly. I love it! I really miss school. I know I sound like a nerd right? but seriously, beneathe all the dorky-ness and all the crap I actaully do love school. every bit of is awesome! Learning new things and exploring different places even if I dont actually get to go there is great! I hope to travel this year. once finances are in order and payments are caught up on the broken car! lol things will work out.

So i picked up an extra gig for now. Its temporary. I have 19 days left. I'm back to promoting! its awesome! all in all its the best thing that has come my way. I pass out flyers, get all pretty and dolled up, sell a few tickets here and there, and hopefully sell out the event in the next week or so! wow... its been a while since i've felt so exhausted. I work from 8-5. get off work. sometimes work out, or just go home. layer on the makeup, fluff up the hair and off to another promo spot i go. Personal life?

Well, Erick and I are doing great!  We hit many rough patches along the way. Its been a very bumpy year, but somehow we held strong. We're still together and that's what counts. I'm starting to feel more at ease when it comes to trust. Which is always a big issue once you've been hurt. But slowly I will get there. For now, I'm not tense as I once was. So we'll see what else comes up. Hopefully nothing but good times. I see my rents on Sundays, he plays soccer on sundays, so I get to be outdoors all day and see my family all the time. it works out great. We see his folks usually during the week if not on Saturdays. Our schedules don't always work out, I'm always busy and so is he. And usually his phone rings off the hook so he's basically working 24/7. It can get annoying, but I hope that soon he will find a job that will suit him well, where he will be recognized for what he can do rather than the minor details that are always picked at.

My job well... I work for AJG... actually for their firm called "western litigation" and its pretty steady. HIt a rough patch here with drama and rumors that were very untrue. All in all i guess when you're not overweight, old, with kids, or married, or have a low selfesteem, you tend to be a target. Doesnt help any taht i"m the youngest person here. YET AGAIN. Young and successful female.... guess you can call it a curse. But I love it. I intend on going to law school though my future is a little fuzzy right now, I still have intentions on going. I need to bring up my gpa and start making those straight A's. now that i will be studying something I like! I think it will be possible.

all in al I guess you can say its going pretty good. I have a few things coming up. friends birthdays, drinks with a friend and hopefully  catch up with her. Then ... oh yeah i forgot to mention. WE'RE GOING TO VEGAS IN MAY!

whoo hoo! i'm super excited! i love it! i've never been. and i hope to get lucky on the slots or something. could use some chunk of change. so we'll see! gotta go rub budda!

how is everyone else?! long time since i've been on, but maybe things will change. I need a place to vent. and i dont always have time to write in my actual jounal. so this is a great way to type fast and get my thoughts out.