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I am single. I have been single for a YEAR and 2 MONTHS now. However, I must admit, I was dating, its just that nothing went beyond the first date though, because I am not impressed.

I guess my past relationships haven't been so great that I tend to run away or keep my distance when a man treats me like a QUEEN.

I am always wondering, does he want sex in return? or maybe even a relationship? Well, I've realized that there are some guys who are just sincere and would love to help a woman out when they see her in pain or a time of need.

I tend to freak out when I get close to a guy or when there is an instant immediate emotional connection. I feel like if its too perfect, then there MUST be something wrong. With this mentality, I feel like I have let a lot of good men go.

There were so many men, who would give me the world, but I simply wasn't interested or the TIMING wasn't right. Such as, recent break up or finding out that you have been cheated and lied to.

I am not perfect. Nor am I a perfect girlfriend, but I do try my BEST. I am loyal, honest, loving, caring, smart, funny, crazy, hyper and outgoing.

A lot of people ask me why I am single. Now, my answer is I CHOOSE to BE.

Whatever happens....happens.

I just wish people stop pressuring me into relationships or setting me up on dates.

Like seriously, do I need a man to make me happy?

I don't think so.

I am happy.

Nonetheless, sharing my happiness with the opposite sex would make me happier.

Ha! I think I just confused myself! OH WELL....lol