Well... Im in class, and things have taken a turn for the worst..for the second night in a row I have had the dreams again where I die, this time its different... Im all alone.. no one is with me, I was by myself...the first one at first I was out in the country with my family, an unknown country and forestry of sorts...and then they were gone and it was all blank faces...around me tons of people, with no names and no faces and I was running and then I fell and never got back up....Then the thing with M, fantastic ole' chaps, my head is pounding Im tired and feel like shit, I think I might have mono or something.. back to the whole M thing... she is always mean whenever W leaves... everytime, I thought I was the only one that was noticing it but apparently a few others have noticited as well, but now things have gotten worst... definitly she snapped at me 2 times in less than 20 min. last night, and then she seriously tried to get me out after she already snapped at me and pushed the last buttons that I had left to push.. then she got in my face, and I pushed outta my face, I know I shouldn't have pushed her, but I did...I don't regret it I am sorry that her shower bucket got broken, but I still stand that it shouldn't be in her closet where she said she was going to put it 3 weeks ago... she can hate me or whatever, she shouldn't have pushed my buttons and if she thinks that it didn't hurt my feelings, cause it did...And now as for CW I really really really like him a lot a, LOT, things are fitting together too well for it to go wrong...I get lots and lots of butterflys whenever I think about him, so I hope that is a good sign.... even though we have only been "talking" for a couple of days everything fits too well, and I know he likes me back, and we are kinda "going" out now but i don't think he remembers....
