"But as I said before, it's your spiritual growth that I'm concerned with right now, and it's that that is the biggest factor in our relationship for me right now.  It's the spiritual part of our relationship, that growth, that maturity, that learning, that is what is most important to me right now."

Okay...so this was from 6-16-07.  I am starting to see more that this is why we broke up.  We didn't talk about any studies or anything like that after this......It would have been so easy to fix too.  I just want to go back in time, I'm trying so hard not to cry.  I'm still so hurt.  I still miss him so much.  He was supposed to have hope....and give me hope.  And I was supposed to have him.  I feel like I'm back to square one.  I'm trying not to cry at work.  So I'm going to stop this right here......:(