Would you like me to help to deal with some of these things once and for all? - Depends if you feel ready, or if you just want to get it off your chest through blog. It's totally fine either way, I used to be too assuming and try to 'fix' everything - but I realised through something I said myself today about not feeling ready for something, that maybe people just need time

okay, a coupla points to the first 3 if you want
1 - why do you not like your dad holding people's babies? Does if feel as if he's forgetting his own?
2 - you don't fully know until you get there (college), but you can ruin your experience of college with your own dread - and you're there for your own reasons anyway - it doesn't need to matter what else goes on as long as you get your grades, you'll probably not see a lot of those people again after you've finished anyway, so they don't matter, and nothing that goes on in their lives needs to have any bearing or comparison on what you do with yours
3 - they don't allow remotely normal people onto Big Brother, and only cocky extroverts do lots of eventful, TV making things, they are not anything to compare to