Anything getting to you? I'm happy to try, i used to cut and stuff, now though i wanna cut what made me feel that way in the first place

All the causes of this were mentioned in previous posts.

I've been self harming for 3 years - everything seems to get to me, and a week ago, my best and only friend was banned from talking to me.

 

That basically explains it.

I'm not a regular reader so I might've missed the things from before...
Do you allow stuff to get to you more than it needs to? I don't have a clear answer but you seem to have just accepted that it's going to be like this - does it really need to matter what happens in life as long as you're ok? I know it's hard but you can fight it. Any resolve you have deserves credit - infact for everyone, just for surviving and tolerating life so far deserves respect - as long as you continue to be a survivor, you will be a success in my eyes - but i do hope things can be easier

...Yeah, I'm oversensetive.

If something's said to me, I dwell on it for weeks.

 

Meh.

Thanks for your kind words.

Welcome .Don't blame/judge yourself if someone's nasty/unfair on you - that's their failing for being intollerent @$$#0!£$ - whether someone treats you good/bad, that's a reflection on themselves, it's not your fault, there are things you can do to get treated better, but you shouldn't have to, the blame rests with them in my eyes. If you lived to please people, and valued the opinions of people who intrude on how other people do things, you'd forever be running around doing things you don't want to just because they'll throw a fit if you don't - fuck 'em, you don't want to be a slave to someone else's mood, if they're going to be angry, let them, it would've happened anyway - if you submit to them, they'll probably begin expecting you to, and they'll try to push more and more beyond their bounds.

Someone's judgement of you is only valid if they know you as a person, and knew your circumstance, feelings, and intentions. Even then, their perspective might differ from reality, particularly if they're biassed

In case it seemed like I've made some level of assumption with that last one, it was just that those issues came up recently for me - and if you take to heart what people say, you might be vulnerable to these people, so i say in case it helps. If they will be unfair, they ain't worth listening to

vermilion part two is DEFINATELY not a song to listen to when ur sad

try something like..i dunno...switch the track to before i forget or something

That's how I feel so often. Hang in there. I know its hard.