fucking buzzkill of the century

so tonight i was getting ready to go to sleep and then i hear a knock at the door. im like "wtf?" and then i get to the door and its one of my bestfriends!! (whom actually understand what im going thru..were so alike its crazy) im like "wtf" and then i was like excited lol. and then we went and got pplz and i turned into this whole kewl night of fun and laughs.. and like my roomate asks one of our friends to go get her mikes hard lemonade cuz she wanted something to drink when she gets back from dropping off her friend (who might i add is 22, so she culdve gotten her to do it) and like we were getting ready to go but then we start playing this game and we like get soo wrapped up in it and they stop selling alcohol at 2am. and like she gets back at 2 am exactly and we r like, o shit. so she like started complaining thats he wanted something and that she doesnt like beer <neither do i but if its there ill have a lil bit> and so she leaves the room all pissy... i seriously had no sympathy cuz she def had someone of age to buy it for her. i know that shit aint gonna go down when im 21. so ne way, the night is going well and we're having a blast. and so after ppl leave im layin in my room chillen and she msgs online askin if im downlaoding nething, and im like yea. then 3 mins later she knock on the door and asks info about what im downlaiding sayin it might be takin up so much bandwith that she cant watch videos online..and im like well it never did before. and then she starts bring up rent, and bills and what am i gonna do etc and im like (in my head) its like 5am are u serious?...so ne way im like well my deposit is gonna pay for oct and if i cant find work by then im gonna sublet it..and she is like "no ur not" i seriously wanted to be like "fuck off right now ok?" cuz lately she has been actin as if she is my mother and last i checked i aint pop out her womb. moving on, im like if i dont find work by mid oct, or the end of oct then im gonna sublet..and she goes on about how her friend has gotten 2 jobs already..im like these ppl ur referring to have started working since they were fucking 15, my mother never let me work. she always said "dont worry about it ill pay for it". and then im lik, im still applying..and she cuts me off and is like "i havent seen you applying"...what do u expect me to do, go to ur room and be like "hey im applying to this place now, see see see, u shuld sit and watch me do it!" fuck that shit! I sit through long ass application questionares on a reg basis just cuz u dont see it doesnt mean i dont do it...and allthis shit coming from someone who has never worked for shit. and then after she is like im not subletting my half she is like if u have to leave im screwed out of like 600 dollars.... its like she is blaming me for the bitch in ny that didnt pay her rent which in fact caused my financial situations (i feel bad for her cuz i mean i know itd hard, but damn!) she aint even have to pay for the entire thing jus like 450 out of 1200!!!!!!!! in NY!!!!!! r u fucking kidding me!! so i mean i understand u worrying, but to be a lil bitchy about it. trust me when i say i can be just as bitchy or even more. i mean if her parents knew where all that extra money was goin..hhmmmm lol i woulndt do it, but i mean i can be that spiteful. ne way, and then at the end of it all she is like, say something so i know ur not mad at me...did she really think i was gonna say how i feel. im not gonna make her cry or get upset and then she goes and tells mutual friends and i look like the bad guy..hell no.  (funny think is my friend who surprised me actually noticed my roomates recent bitchy attitude.) im so over it, and she still hasnt fucking cleaned the liter box, but she has time to go out all the time and drink, among other things (hint hint) so please, someone tellme if im crzy or not, cuz this seriously needs to stop....i dont wanna go back to NY and im tryin my hardest to find something, but all the stores wont call till early oct, whoch thanfully is pretty much right here. lets hope i start working soon....which will be amaing cuz after work i can hang with work friends and we can all chillin my room and introduce them to my lil circle and itll be awesome. cuz before i was always around mutual friends..like all of em were my roomates friends. soon ill have my own new circle. like i have friend that are kinda more mine than hers lol, but to venture out and meet brand new ppl would be an experience id love to have. <although it is a lil spiteful lmao> but im not doing it for that, i promise. i just want something new. ne way, thats the latest in roomate ishes. <issues> am i crazy and looking to much into it, or is she being a lil bitchtastic? comments and/ or advice are accepted, i like to hear different points of views..other ppl see things that i probly cant. :P