Woke up this morning at 1030 am. This is after going to bed ruffle around 3 am. What was the first thing I did. I went out the kitchen and asked my mother if she wanted to go to the Walden super flea. She said yes. So I returned my room, got changed out of my pj's and off to the super flea we went.

Upon arriving at the super flea, we looked around. Since it was a nice day out, weather wise, most of the vendor's where outside. No finding anything interesting out there, we went inside. Where in a case I saw it. It was a pirate cutlass (this one is identical to it). Sweet! I just had to have it. So I paid the 40 bucks for it and took it home.

Upon arriving back at home. I quickly returned to my room, and took down the sword that I had on my wall. Which really didn't have anything to do with anything. It was just a sword, that I bought years go. I put the new pirate cutlass up in its place. It's still so cool. Hehe.  Then it was time for today's dinner. Which was Velveeta mac & cheese, and polish sausage. Yum. After that, I turned on the TV and waited though the pre-race show's for today's NASCAR race. The winner would be Denny Hamlin, car number 11.

Then while chatting with a couple people on here, I watched Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead man's chest. Yes, I've seen it many times now. I still like watching it. There's just something about pirates I've always liked.

Anyway that brings us to right now, and right now I am watching NHRA drag racing. This after refusing an invite to go out to a movie, with "Lady J". Sorry, just don't feel like going all the way out there, and plus I work in the morning. The movie started at 920.

So here I sit, at home, as usual. Right? With way to much on my mind. Mostly negative thoughts. For example, why do I still live here? Do I have to? What would I do if my father died, or my mother? Or worse yet, both at the same time?  What will my life amount to? I mean the biggest fear a man should have, is finding out that his life has no purpose or meaning, and I think that's what my life has come to.

Alright, now that I've go that out , off my chest, so to speak. Not like it still wont be on my mind. Anyway, what else is on my mind? Nothing much else really. Do any of you valued readers have any comments, or questions ?

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