Yay!!!! Its friday!!!! im gonna party hard this weekend!!!! It memorial Day Weekend yall! Hell yeah. Tonight im going sk8n and than to tabbys house for tonight... than tomarrow the party starts... im going over to beckys cuz she doesnt have to work (by the way... thats my sis) and than we are gonna go bowling and we are gonna drink it up. Lol and the funniest thing though is that Monday is Mikes 30th birthday... ha ha hes getting old. yeah i might get to go with them to South Carolina in a few weeks is gonna be fun if i can go. They are more of a mom and dad to me than my mom and dad. i know thats mean to say but they can relate to me better and they look out for me and i know that i will always have them even if i do piss them off they arent gonna be like my dad and tell me he hates me... they actually treat me human. And thats why by next school year im goin to be living with them and my little nephew... because i know that i would be better off in a stable home... and trust me my home life aint stable. But yeah i love them tons... but i get to party this weekend. I remember just a couple of months ago when i said i would never drink... ha well look at me now... i dont drink alot but the thing is that i do drink. The last and first time i got drunk what Fri Feb 18th at my sisters b-day party. and only because they wanted to see how i would act... and according to them i am loud and fun. lol and thats the best thing in the world... lol i thought i would be a scary mean drunk like my dad... Ha... im not. but anyways i promise to myself now though... and this i will never break because i saw what it did to my brothers... i will never do drugs, i can honsestly say that i learned alot from my brothers going to jail and prison for possession and dealing. i love my brother alot and i love them even more because the mistakes that they made have taught me that drugs arent the way to go... that you will have more in life if you focus on school and fun... drugs wont help you they will only screw you in the ground. And that is why i love my brothers and sisters more than anything and why i will always have their backs.
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