So she deleted her mindsay... and that's shitty... because it was basically the last connection i had to her... the only way i could be a part of her life... but she's gone again... at least i know she won't ever see what i write in here... and how i write it to nobody because no one gets on here... so now i'm just some lunatic that talks to himself through his computer... whoopin gay

 

today it hit me real hard... her being gone... and i've said that i know it's over about a hundred times but the truth is it's really never over for me... she lies to herself to make herself feel better... that i'm gonna be fine and shit... but she doesn't know what she's done to me... i waste my life drinking alcohol, smoking, dipping, hating school, hating life, and hating my future... that's what she's done to me... and that's all i'm gonna be... so maybe now she won't complain the next time she feels like being my friend, 8, 10 months from now... she can't say that i didn't miss her because from this day on i'm gonna say that i do on this blog shit

 

I am Jack's wasted life