I walked into work today & it was BS. I did this or I did that ... do I even know the position I am in? Why am I always in a bad mood? Why don't I talk to people?
Basically it came down to "why didn't I do something about ME" instead of everyone releasing that it needed to change a bit here or there? I am not there to be your friend, I am not here to make your life easy ... I am there to make that store one of the best in the area.
Yes, I make mistakes ... oh no, was the grounding quaking? Did the moon explode? Or did end of the world just happen? ... no, it's called honesty. Yes, I make mistakes & yes I am quite aware of them. I don't like for them to occur but it happens. (I don't die from it either... yawn) But in the end, I can admit that I made those mistakes. I can stand up & say it ... can they? No instead "you do this" or "you do that" and expect us to know all of this. Well, in the world of reality, I expect you to LISTEN to what I am trying to SHOW you. I don't expect you to know everything. I don't even know everything ... hmm, I am thinking that ground is just flipping around the world ~ Please.
In the world of reality, it comes down to one thing. I have the ability to do the job that was set before me. I also have the ability to do the job that I was asked to do. I have tried to work with everyone but it comes down to BS every time ... it will continue to have that happen over & over again. Until they understand that I am not going to bend to their will. It's just that simple.
I have done what I was told, but in the end ... I sat & watched adults do things that were not appropriate for them. It's call the "let's blame everyone but me."
A meeting that should have solved it ... did nothing but make me see the individuals that I work with completely for what they are & what they are not. I know why they were never promoted to my position & why I was asked to work there. I also see the point where it will just keep happening over & over again. Pretty sad ...
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