When I'm in moods like this, I like to start with a definition. I don't really know why, but something inside me compells me to do it.
Attachment:
- The act of attaching or the condition of being attached.
- Something, such as a tie, band, or fastener, that attaches one thing to another.
- A bond, as of affection or loyalty; fond regard.
I'm not really sure what to put here. I want to put everything I'm thinking, but can't seem to grasp the concept of what is being flung around my mind. It's like a mass foodfight of memories, thoughts and words. Chaos. Yet, the question still remains, where do I start. A distinct phrase of words that keep raising their head in my mind, like the nasty pop-ups you get when you least want them to appear? Or should I start with an emotion, and go from there?
I guess it's a bit too late for that now though, seeing as I've already started.
What's done is done, no amount of conversation or wishing can fix the past. I fell asleep for a bit, I dreamt. It wasn't good what I was dreaming, I'd go so far as to say the opposite... and to wake up with you holding me... it didn't make me smile. What you said though, it was right. Maybe I am too attached to you.
abandonment
