What made you think you can't talk about it?

It's just too much shit to tell...I'd have to go far back....and Matt and I have mutual friends here and of FB.  *shrugs*...I'll get over I guess.

I run into that problem, myself. It's hard being close to people you can't, well, be close to. It's really hard to choke on that shit. Hope it resolves itself. I know you're going through something really scary. I was apart from James for 14 months, before we had been married, so I know what you're going through. I always felt like if he didn't match my anger and sadness and frustration, he simply didn't care about being apart as much as I did. I was wrong, of course, but you can't help but feel that way until you can be physical again. You just have to try not to let it eat you up and taint the few moments you get to spend with him while he's gone. So easy to say, huh? Heh. 

Jayme, that was just what I needed to hear...honestly.  Thank you!

It's shit...

I spent months at a time away from dickhead....but I never really cared that much.  This is harder than I thought it would be.

I feel a lot the same way. But it's just been so many things I've been thinking about I haven't blogged about it...

More trying to ignore it, even though it's always on my mind.

History goes so far back... so many memories. So much that no one knows, and probably would never understand...

lovers  you good...

maybe when you see matt it might come into focus...

communication is very important, even if he doesnt call everyday,a email or text would let you know he still cares...

 

plus pms  is rampet.. its hit me hard 

hugs

 

Wish I had the magic words......but you can always talk about it if ya need to. Email.

I am sorry you are going through this..