i was sooo not ready for that.'a thousnad shades of blue' - Ashley Parker Angel

i was really not ready to be up at 8:30am this morning/yesterday morning. we took a nap after i blogged last. got up at 1:15pm and got ready for work. we had to make sandwitches bc we're tryin to save money to move. but that all depends on if he gets the job he wants. i hope he does! i'm soo excited for him right now!! neway, i'm jsut listening to some music b4 bed. much <3!

you prolly think i'm lame for listening to Ashley Parker Angel. I WAS BORED! leave me alone! plus its been forever since i've listened to music. i enjoy it thank you!

"Shades of Blue"
As seven ticks to eight o'clock,
He rumbles down the stairs,
Mother's cooking in her kitchen, father is in his chair
The headline on the front page reads "the sun's coming out today",
Shining down in perfect streaks, it's anywhere USA.

With eyes wide open,
The sky is always a thousand shades of blue.
Probably broken, lost and lonely,
We're all just shades of you.

Can't you hear the school bells singing?
Hurry, don't be late.
Wandering the crowded hallways,
Searching for his place.
The writing on the chalk board reads,
"who will be king this year?"
And even though he raised his hand,
No one knows he's there.

With arms wide open,
His life's becoming a thousand shades of blue,
Probably broken, lost and lonely,
We're all just shades of you.

There's no escaping where he's going,
A thousand shades of blue.
Probably hopeless, don't you notice?
We're all just shades of you.

He let the water run too deep,
Then he just slowly slipped on in,
And when he finds the nerve to breathe,
All they say is no one saw it coming.

Hear the sirens, the cops arriving,
A thousand shades of blue.
But it's hopeless, no one noticed,
We're all just shades of you.
With eyes wide open, they found him floating,
A thousand shades of blue.
There's no escaping where he's going,
We're all just shades of you.

"Crazy Beautiful"
Like a splinter in my thumb, you're not going anywhere,
Not like I care 'cos I have got used to it,
Refuse to quit.
You're like the label in my shirt that keeps scratching at my back,
Then I forget 'cos I've come immune to it,
Go figure it.

Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.

Suitcase, some baggage and a head sheet
Sweep down, guess that it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
You're like the tattoo lying on the back door,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.

She leaves the ashtray on the bed,
She don't sense any thoughts in her head,
She just has to get them out,
Can't shut her mouth.
She's like a song that's in my brain,
But every other lyric says my name,
And I just can't turn it off,
Can't get enough.

Knew you were trouble back then but that's what turned me on,
It's all wrong.

Suitcase, some baggage and a head sheet
Sweep down, guess that it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
You're like the tattoo lying on the back door,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.

Sometimes something that is not perfect isn't being what you want,
Sometimes she lets me into places where her demons come to haunt.

She's like an angel that's corrupted and I'm hanging on to her...

Suitcase, some baggage and a head sheet
Sweep down, guess that it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
You're like the tattoo lying on the back door,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful.

(She's got a) Suitcase, some baggage and a head sheet
Sweep down, guess that it's crazy beautiful,
Crazy beautiful.
You're like the tattoo lying on the back door,
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She's worth it all.

"Where Did You Go"
There's an empty room full of memories,
And everywhere I look, it's where we used to be.
It's like a photograph,
A moment froze in time,
I'm staring at your face, even when I close my eyes.

Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.

I wish I could go back,
And be with you again.
'Cos there's so many things I should have said,
When I had you listening.
As close as we were then, as far as we are now,
As much as this won't change a thing,
You've got me calling out...

Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.

Now was it ever meant to last?
The candles burned from yesterday,
The past is over, gone ahead
And watch the glow just fade away.
I can't run to catch my breath,
I can't hide to see what's left,
The plans, the hopes, the dreams, the tears,
All disappeared...

Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.
Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.

So, it's a shame that you'll never really know...
It's a shame that I never really showed.