Hey Gloria!
 My name's Filip.I'm 20 and I live in Vancouver,Canada.You know what ,I was feeling really down today and what's not uncommon for people who feel that way I also started  to think that life sucks and that I hate it.I suddenly got the idea to write the words "i hate life" on the search engine and see if there's annybody else out there who currently feels like that.Then I read your entry and I had this amazing , unbelievable feeling that I ran into somebody who would definitely understand me if I'd told them how I felt.Although your problems are a bit different than mine I can totally understand how you are feeling ,I'm in your shoes.Alhtough the reasons are a little bit different I also keep asking myself many questions about the world ,does it really make sense ,what makes sense ,what's right or wrong but I usually don't talk about it to  other people cause I know from the past that  it's difficult for other people who don't and never did feel like that to understand somebody who does.I don't blame them cause my life also used to be very good and I didn't understand others who felt bad but once I started having real problems I really found out what it means to feel bad.I'm really happy I  met you here.I felt like you many times before and understand you so well.I don't know if you want to but you're welcome to write to me and talk about the way you feel.One of the reasons why it sucks so much to be depressed is that you can often feel like you are alone and don't have enough people to talk about it.The fact that you wrote this blog makes me think that you're looking for someone who will listen to you and you are in the right place.I really wish I could help you find the color in your life .I don't feel as unhappy as I used to , I even have really good days but days like today happen and on such days I dream about talking to someobdy who feels the same.Besides I love listening to people's problems and trying to make them feel better. It seems to me that you're a great girl. There are people who think that making friends online doesn't count but I think that's nonsence.Talking to somebody online can be great and very very special.I had many online freinds that lived very far away and I've never met them in person but despite that they changed my life and I changed theirs.I really hope I can give you at least some joy and help you get rid of at least some of the sadness you're feeling.I don't really know who you are yet but I know you're a person in need so you are in my thoughts and prayers now.Take care Gloria and feel free to write if you want to.I'm always here .I don't know how this thing works yet so if you send a message to my inbox on "mindsay" it would be great if you also  e-mail me.My e-mail is antekban@hotmail.com  .Take good care Gloria.I'm sending you hugs and lots and lots of luv.
  Filip ((((((((((((((((((((:

aww, thanks! I'm soo happy someone's out there, reading and replying. No one does anymore, and It ux ass. It kinda makes me frustrated, to know that no one really looks and replies...you know? I have the internet now in my room and I thought i'd be the best ever, but now that i'm on almost every day, it's not as great as I thought it would be. Thanks for letting me know you read what I wrote! I'll consider writing sometime soon.

Hey Gloria!
 Wow ,I'm so happy you read what I wrote and enjoyed it.I'm new on "mindsay" so I wasn't exactly sure how it works but now I get it.It's awesome that you enjoyed the fact that I wrote.You're not alone annymore.Whenever you feel like talking I'm here to help.I love this "mindsay" thing ,it's awesome.I'll be following your posts ,the'yre very interesting to read.Take care and I'll see you online soon. Hugs
  Fil