Last night me and Tammy had a discussion. In my life I've already made a conclusion that I'm not good enough for anyone in this world... that was until our talk last night. An epiphany came over me and all I can do is sit in awe in the fact that i've been with tammy for just over 2 months(I know it doesn't seem long, but when you spend every waking and nonwaking hour with that person, it seems a whole lot longer, I promise) And the whole entire time, I've been stealing myself from her due to the fact that I thought that I wasn't ever going to be good enough for Tammy... and that she thought the same thing. I mean I'm having a bullshit of a time with both of my parents at the moment... we all remember what happened the last time I went from Cali to VISIT my dad... it's a million times worse now that i"m only 15 mins away from him.... and my mom... yeah... She's just herself... anyways, Because I'm not really good enough for anyone in my life, its hard to believe that I'm good enough for my girlfriend. Then she told me some things that changed my views completely... She sacrificed a few things for me, and I possess her mind constantly.... if that's not good enough, I dont know what is. So... here I am. Whatever I am... Whoever I am... Finally. Good enough for someone.
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