It's 4:20 in the morning. Ha, I should smoke it up, not. I don't touch the stuff. So I've come to the conclusion I must suffer from three diseases.

 

you might ask what? Well, I think there has to be something done to find a cure because the combination between the three are slowly causing me to go crazy.

 

1. Procrastination. I have diagnosed myself with the procrastination in the advanced stages. This is where it affects every aspect of my life. I can't accomplish a simple task without pushing it to the last second. I think it's a challenge now. I try to convince myself that I'm only procrastinate to get maybe the slightest adrenaline rush. But it's only a lie. It's a disease. It has too be. I can't help it. It only progressively gets worse as the years go by. I saw the results of an entires semester's worth of procrastination today. I have to say I handled it well. I only had myself to blame.

 

2. The late night disease (otherwise known as Insomnia). I did try to actually sleep tonight. However, my mind is cluttered with a million fragments that I can't seem to put into any type of order. Words were just spilling out of my mouth earlier, and I had to stop and remind myself that random thoughts (at the time) will never help me accomplish the task I had set out to do. Never-the-less, I still haven't finished the paper because I haven't connected my thoughts and put them in an orderly form. The symptoms: blogging on myspace and any other internet site.

 

3. Stress. This takes the worst toll on my body. It is more like a contributing factor to 2, and only made worse by 1. Energy drinks are now my enemy. I love them, but on a night that I could have actually been sleeping I hate them.

 

So if procrastination is ever listed as a real disease, someone please tell me they found a cure.

 
   

 


 
 
psyenne on
Re: Late nights...
If I may, I suggest that for the latter of the two "diseases" smoking "the stuff"  may just help. Sitting back and smoking a doob can take ease of your mind and help to relax those pacing thoughts that keep you staring at the ceiling at night. I'm condoning drug usage, but I don't believe that pot is a drug, it is a herb. Life can be overwhelming and taking the odd time out to just sit and have a puff. Good luck! <3
psyenne on
Re: Late nights...
Oo00o00oh I meant I am NOT condoning drug usage. LOL
set0me0free on
Re: Late nights...
haha, thanks. I think that's why i started smoking cigs. The first initial puff was relaxing. Now it's just an adiction that doesn't have the same effect that it used to have.
psyenne on
Re: Late nights...
ahahaha Yeah smokes aren't nearly as fun to smoke. They stink bad, taste bad, and are generally gross. Plus they are super full of chemicals, whereas with pot, it's all natural.  Plus there is so many different fun, exciting ways to smoke, and it all tastes really good too!

 
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