so there was this possiblty of daniel moving back to tn, and he didn't tell me. i had to find out from other sources. and then when i tried to confront him about it he ignored me. i was so distraught that i had to leave the ra training at school and come home. being at home the last few days have helped me a lot though. i'm i'm feeling better and better emotionally, but my body is being really funny. i'm really tired and feeling nauses all the time. i think it is my body coping with all the stress. at first the whole moving to tn felt like a real possiblity, but now i don't think it is going to happen. i told him how i felt. that after all the things i've over come i had never broken, that he was the first person to to break me and make me wish i was dead. oh he called me childish--needless to say my family isn't really happy with him right now. i told him to do whatever he wants cause i can't. i've got a feeling he is going to realize in the next few days, maybe give it a week or two that he is being a total idiot. so right now i'm just going to do whatever. i'm not going back to the ra training. try and get some sleep so that when classes start i can be awake!
