so its been i could guess nearly two months since i've stopped by here. i am not really sure where i would/should begin. i'm doing my best to move on from daniel, and ever day i'm a little farther, but every now and then like now i just can't stop thinking about him. missing everything and wanting him back. trying to make sense of a senseless situation is useless but its like a car accident--you just can't look away. so thats where i stand, stuck in this sensation of limbo. about three weeks ago i did make the choice that i was ready to move on. and i am, even better i met someone. but it is a sticky situation, i met him one week before he went out to sea. and he is not like a normal navy guy, no i have to dig on a nuc who is under the water on a sub! which means no communication for 6 mo. unless by some chance when they pool into port he checks his email from some random computer. he didn't keep my hanging though, he told me that when he gets back i should call. i have a good feeling about this guy. and 6 mo is a long time for me to let my heart heal a little more. because even though i am ready to move on from daniel, i still can't escape his ghost. so thats my love life.
school is going okay, i'm ready for it to be over. but how is that any different then any other time? i can't believe i'll be graduating this year. its a little surreal right now and i know as the time gets closer it will become even more of this un real thing. nothing else is really going on other then that i guess. i hope every one else is doing well.
