It really kills my parents that i care about me friends more then i care about myself and my future. They were trying to get me to find new friends because they don't want me to get busted and ruin my future. and i told them that i don't care about getting busted and that i didn't care about my future. They took that kinda hard. They started bitching at me about college and ending up like them. I just told them that i didn't care about anything anymore and they droped the subject. It was kinda strange but oh well. Then later my dads like me and ur mother love you. It was kinda weird cus they never say shit like that. but oh well i don't care if they love me....I'm not going to change my life just because of them and i'm not going to stop being friends with me friends because of my parents....I think they are starting to realize that my friends mean more to me then they ever will. and i think its hurting them inside but i don't care. so fuck them and there fucking rules.

~schmitty~