ugh sometimes i dont even want friends.
there so much work, unless you find a good true friend. the friends that know im always there for them and i still hang out with every once in a while and its like nothing ever changed.
and then theres the friends that need your constant attention at all times... and they get angry with you if you dont hang out with them for like a week or call them everyday...ughhh so annoying.
we have friends like that, this couple....i wont name there names, but lets call the girl ....mary, and mary is pissed off at me right now because when they came to get something from anthony, i didnt go outside to see her only anthony did...and she yelled at anthony because i didnt feel like hanging out?
honestly , i wasnt feeling well and i hadnt showered in like 2 days, and i had my pjs on? why would i wanna invite you in? but they just couldnt understand, plus i dont wanna have to explain myself everytime im not feeling good from the lupus or fom my anxiety even. god.