My cell phone is getting turned on today, I suck at life, I'm happy that I have my boyfriend and that I don't have to go to school until Tuesday, I'm having anxiety attacks just to go to Florida next weekend, I'm hoping my Dad will be willing to pay the airfare, I'm hoping he won't forget that I asked, I feel like everyone really hates me, I need a psychiatrist, I just want to go back to bed and sleep ALL day, I have to mail out a card but I'm lazy and now it won't go out until Tuesday (at which point it will be late), I need some form of relaxation and something to make my stomach stop feeling so naseous, I think I spelled that wrong, I wish I wasn't such a fuck up, I don't match, I feel dirty, I feel shitty, I'm bored, and I'm tired.

Don't feel bad, I don't deserve it. I just felt like bitching.

Hey guess what. Yep.

Starting Off With You

Where Were You Born? New Jersey

Do You Have any siblings? Yes, I have two

What's Your Natinonality? I'm half Cuban, and the other half is Irish and Cherokee indian

Were You Spoiled When You Were A Kid? A little bit

Did you go to Public Or Private School Growing Up? Public

How Old Are You? Sixteen

What Grade Are You In? 11th

Physical Things

Female Or Male? Female

What's Your Height? 5'3"

Eye Color? Greenish Bluish whateverish

Hair Color? Brown

Glasses? Contacts? Braces? Contacts

What's Your Body Type? Uhh normal I guess

The Inside is what Counts

What's Your Personality Like? I don't know, whatever, I suck

What Would Your Friends Describe Your Personality Like? Nice I guess

Do you consider yourself calm and peaceful, or loud and bitchy? Definitely not loud, but most of the time I'm calm and peaceful I guess, but I tend to have mood swings

Questions about school life

In high school, were/are you the jock, nerd, cheerleade...etc? I'm just a person
Did you/do you have many firends in high school, or were you a loner? I have a few

If out of high school, do you miss it?

If you are still in high school, will you miss it? I'm told I will, but I do hate it

Your favorite subject? Varsity Chorale

The worst subject? Probably History

The teacher that all the students wanted to kill was/is? There's a few of those, but I don't really know or care

What was your high school mascot? A bear

Either Or

Johnny Depp or Orlando Bloom? Johnny Depp

Jennifer Lopez or Beyonce? Jennifer Lopez

Exteme Makeover Or The Swan? Huh

The O.C or Laguna Beach? I never watched either of them

Having A Broken Heart Or A Lonely Heart? Lonely, I can deal with lonely

Having A Huge House With Nothing In it or a small house with too much stuff? Small house w/ too much stuff

Orange Juice With Pulp Or Without Pulp? With or without, doesn't matter to me

Dark Pop Or Light Pop? lalsdkjf lol. I like both

McDonalds Or Wendys? Mmm Wendys

Living In The Suburbs, or living in the City? Suburbs

New York Or California? Damn, that's rough. They're both alright.

A Cute Husband Who Isn't rich Or An Ugly Husband Who Is Rich? Um... I don't really care about looks or money so I guess the nicer one

Playstation 2 or X-Box? X-Box I guess, I don't really care

Ham Or Turkey? Turkey... I don't like ham

Your Favorite Things

Your favorite actor? I don't know

Favorite Actress? Julia Stiles

Favorite Color? Black I think, I don't know

Favorite Store To Shop? Delias

Favorite Place To Vacation At? FLORIDA.

Favorite Video? Like a music video? hmm... I don't know, I don't watch enough TV to really say

Favorite Song? Loreena McKennitt "Dante's Prayer"

Favorite Singer/group/band? Deftones

Favorite Piece Of Clothing? I don't know

Favorite Person To Be With? Christian..

Favorite Dessert? Creme Brulee if it's made well, or brownies or cookies or something

Favorite Movie? The Lion King

Favorite pair of shoes? My Bakers slides

Things You Don't Like

The Worst Singer is... Ashlee Simpson, anyone who thinks she can sing has crippled ears

The Worst Actor is... *shrugs*

the Worst Actress is... I don't know

The Worst Song I ever heard was... That Ashlee Simpson La La song

The Worst Movie I ever saw was... I don't know, I can't remember ever coming across a movie I totally hated

The Worst Cartoon Out Is... Pokemon or Digimon or one of those mons

The Ugliest Car is... There's a lot of ugly cars in this world lol

The Nastiest Food I ever Tasted is... I don't know, I'm a really picky eater

The Person Who I wouldn't Mind NEVER Seeing Again... There's a lot of people on that list

The Ugliest Color Ever Is... There are no ugly colors

Finish The Sentence

If I could be a famous person for a day I would Be singing

If I could make one person fall in love with me, it would be ...no one, he's in love with me already..

If I could get any plastic surgery done I would get my ears =(

If I could live anywhere on this earth, I would live in England maybe, I heard it was wonderful... Maybe Florida? I don't know, I haven't been able to travel much.

If I could be any character in a tv show, I would be I don't really watch TV

If a genie granted me one wish, it would be ... =\

If I could live in any store, I would live in a food store so I don't die lol

The One Celebrity That I would like to see less of is Ashlee Simpson

The Best Thing About Me Is let me see, I fucking suck.

aaaaaaaaand I'm doing another one. Okay.

About You...

Name // Sarah

Age // Sixteen

Birthday // June 3

Parents Names // Debi and Manny

Pets // I have a dog (an Akita) named Eb, a hamster named Ambrosious, and a kitten (kind of) named Fay

Grade // 11th

School // PV

Nicknames // S.Bear, SarBear, etc... Girlie, dragon, lol gay names

Friends... 

Funniest // All of my friends are pretty funny

Smartest // lol

Prettiest // Hmm, not sure

Shyest // Dawn sometimes kinda

Loudest // Bruno

Most Athletic // Lindsay

Most Like You // Val or Ashley or... Val or Ashley. lol

This or That...

Boys/Girls // I get along with most guys better, but I do know a few really cool girls

Black/White // Either?

Dogs/Cats // Cats

Red/Blue // Blue

Rock/Rap // I like some of both

R&B/Country // R&B

Apples/Oranges // Both are good

Math/English // English

Who / What / When was the last... 

Person You Hugged // My Mom 

Person Who IMed You // I don't know

Person Who Called You // Christian

CD You Bought // I can't remember the last time I bought a CD

CD You Listened To // A mixed CD

Movie You Watched // Trainspotting

Time You Cryed // 20 minutes ago

Time You Laughed // Last night

Favorites...

Song // Loreena McKennitt "Dante's Prayer"

CD // Deftones White Pony

TV Show // Crocodile Hunter, The Wonder Years, The Brady Bunch

Movie // The Lion King, Garden State, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, No Retreat- No Surrender, The Labyrinth, American Beauty

Song Lyric // "My heart is broke/But I have some glue/Help me inhale/And mend it with you/We'll float around/And hang out on clouds/Then we'll come down/And have a hangover" -Nirvana

Band // Deftones

Food // I don't know, that's tough. I could live off of perogies, though

Subject // Varsity Chorale

Drink // Water, Green Tea

Actor // idk

Actress // Julia Stiles

Book // Any of the Chronicles of Narnia

Have You Ever...

Drank Alcohol // Yes

Done Drugs // Yes... Yuck

Cheated On A Test // Yes

Been Arrested // No

Stolen Something // Yes

Lied To Your Parents // Yes

Cursed At Your Parents // Yes

What Comes to Mind..?

Bob // Dawn

John // Amato

TV // Sucks

Jessica // My old neighbor

Allison // Ali from NJ

Matt // Luce

Jennifer // Tallon

Tom // The Great Gatsby

Good Charlotte // lol this makes me think of all the girls walking around thinking they're punk har har

Lil Jon // yo homie

Okay I'm done. That helped.