I've been a little scarce today, and I'll tell you why.

I slept very little last night. Mostly in the company of a cranky kidlet who cried out a lot in his sleep that he wanted...ready?... a cold shower on his hair. 

Yep.  That's my boy. 

Today has been spent doing the marketing at Albertsons and Costco, as well as getting stuff ready for Cyclone to go on his first youth group mini-retreat. It starts tonight and ends Sunday afternoon.  So, of course, we had to do some packing.  And make sure to provide munchies. :)

Today has also been spent walking a lot.  Now, that's just lots of fun because sciatica has reared its painful head again. We haven't spent meaningful time together since I was in my sophomore year at Cal State Long Beach, so you can imagine my surprise when it showed up last night. 

When not shopping, packing, putting stuff away, whining about my leg or waiting for CR's bus, I tried desperately to take a nap.

I should know better. <smile>

I am currently re-reading Patrick, by Stephen Lawhead.  Not my favorite of his novels (Merlin would have to be my over-the-top favorite of his) but it's seasonal and I thought I'd visit it again.

Back to the youth group thing...  See, it's his first time away from home overnight that wasn't at a grandparent/aunt/camping with Dad gig.  So it's needful for this Mom to know that she can send her son off for a couple of nights with folks from the youth ministry team.  I've been waiting, remember, my whole life for this time of his life, but that doesn't mean that everything is breezy for me! :)  He's standing here now, tapping a toe and sighing. Loudly.  Yes, it's about time to get on the road.

As soon as he brushes his teeth...!

"But Mom, I've already brushed today...."  -- direct quote.  Just now.

Yes, I have to let him go. <grin> 
 
   

 


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tchmymnd on
Re: What a day!
Was hard for me to let my boy go too, But when they go with the youth group, I think to myself, it doesn't get much better.  I know our groups spend alot of time in prayer and focusing on God.  So I just try to leave it all up to God.  After all, they are in His hands. 
sandyquill on
Re: What a day!
You know, letting him go has no actual connection to his safety whatsoever. I never worry about that. My only concerns lie in his comfort-level. He's very much a loner and outsider, a hermit to the nth degree. This is very hard for him to do so it's hard for me to make it something he needs to do. But I did. <smile>

And of course I pray and do my best. It's a good experience for both of us.
tchmymnd on
Re: What a day!
I see!

I do understand some, I have a daughter with Anxiety Disorder, and it was very difficult.  I worried about her having a panic attack, and my not being there.  And every little thing that might trigger it. 

jestar on
Re: What a day!
it would be hard to let go, but he'll be fine as tchmymnd said, he's in God's hands, always
sandyquill on
Re: What a day!
Oh, I know.  <smile> I just sometimes feel like he is such an unusual kid sometimes, that he is misunderstood almost always. I am protective of his psyche and I have to quit worrying about it so much. lol
trilliann on
Re: What a day!
Hope you're feeling better soon, I've heard that's very painful.

 

I love that you're looking forward to enjoying  your teenager.I remember my Mom counting down the days until I turned 13 far more excitedly than I was, we've always had a great relationship.

sandyquill on
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You have cool parents.  

And thank you.  "Tomorrow is another day!"

myclette on
Re: What a day!
Oh you poor thing! Tristaprez has sciatica, too.  I know its painful.  I hope you get some rest soon, I worry about you running on empty the way you do. Are you taking your B complex vitamins at least?
sandyquill on
Re: What a day!
I was very fortunate in that I complained to my brother early. He told me a couple things I could do to alleviate the pain and they worked!  I am much more comfy, now.

Run on empty? Moi? <grin>  I sometimes feel like I must be a hybrid... a lot of go on alternative oomph. lol

I take a multivitamin plus iron (I'm anemic) daily.  Smiley
doot on
Re: What a day!
I hope you got more rest last night ...

 

I have a hard time letting go, too.  Those milestones sometimes, are killers.  And it has nothing to do with satety, I get that too.  *hugs*

sandyquill on
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Rest! Actually, I gave Spousal Unit the night off on Thursday and he gave me the night off Friday.    I took 2 Simply Sleeps and only woke up twice!  I slept well.  Had a hangover half the morning, but I slept well... lol

Cyclone called us late yesterday afternoon. He sounded lonely, but said that so far the gig hadn't "been a living nightmare" by which I guess he means he's not miserable. <smile> We get to get him after church today. It'll be good to have him home!
doot on
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I bet. 

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