You cut me into pieces

And devoured my soul

Then you put me back together

But refused to make me whole

You held onto this life of mine

By saying you were my friend

But I found out the hard

Those were just lies to reel me in

 

Oh why can’t I hate you

Why do I hold on to you

Why can’t I just throw you away

Why do I hold onto this dream

Why do I live in fantasies

Why can’t I face reality

Why do I let you lie to me

 

I guess I had it coming

I suppose I should have known

If I ever get my hopes up

In the end I’ll be left alone

I thought you were different

That maybe you would care

But in the end I realized

That you were never really there

 

Oh why can’t I hate you

Why do I hold on to you

Why can’t I just throw you away

Why do I hold onto this dream

Why do I live in fantasies

Why can’t I face reality

Why do I let you lie to me 

 
   

 


 
 
bahamat on
Re: Why
Are yuo feeling some of this? - if it's ok to ask
Samael on
Re: Why
I did at one point. I write most things bassed on what I feel (which is probably why most of my writing is depressing).
bahamat on
Re: Why
Is it recent please? I mean, is what your writing a reflection on something that's happened or you still have feelings about? If so, hope I can help because people shouldn't have you feeling like that and I understand that needing someone your attatched to can explain some of that, like giving them more of a chance than they deserve
Samael on
Re: Why
No it isn't recent. I wrote it several months ago and thankfully I've let these feelings go. I do appreciate your offer to help though. It always means something when someone offers to help and truly wants to. So again thank you.
bahamat on
Re: Why
You're welcome I can never tell, I know some people say things that are past, or just thoughts, whereas other times it can be very much their feelings at present, I have to treat all as if it could be something just happened, in case it is something recent + serious
Samael on
Re: Why
It's good to be like that. Even if it isn't something new the person could still be suffering from it.

 
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