The really crazy thing about being human is not knowing what's going to happen.Yet sometimes you get the feeling as things are happening, that everything is coming together. That everything is happening for a reason. Yes, you can freeze that moment in time. You can say stop. I did. It just didn't feel right. Here I was with someone sincere and sweet and I felt really uncomfortable. Fear has kept me from other things, yet I want to get past that.

But with people man.... humans can be tricky. There are emotions involved. Different worldviews, different standards. There are certain people that I really care about, man. That I don't really want to screw things up with. Not only that, I don't want to screw my life up. I know what I want. I know what my standards are. So when I'm in this crazy situation that I never thought I'd be in, I have to pause for a second and say what the heck am I doing here? It's really crazy. It's really been unreal. But it's not unreal, it's real and I have to assess the situation. Well, I have and it's absolutely crazy.

This is real life here and I have to take hold of what's going on. I can't just let things happen and look back and wonder why in retrospect. I know what I want to happen and how I want it to happen. Now if I can just make sure I execute it that way.........
 
   

 


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goddesseunomia on
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I think what you're contemplating is wise. Now if you CAN put it into execution, you'll be the wise woman on the mountain top.

I always let hormones do the talking for me... not a smart way to interact with other humans.

If you can keep those out of the mix, you'll be WAY ahead of the rest of the racers.

redhat on
Re: Life
i did that.........it was hard. it was fun, but last night i kinda left a situation, came home, wrote that.
goddesseunomia on
Re: Life
Damn, girl! You have SOME KIND of self-control!!!!!
redhat on
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tootboy on
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if only we had a 15 second go=back button...

you know, where at any time, at least once a day, we could slam the button and go back 15 seconds...and fix something we just said or did.

tess on
Re: Life
oh if only that could be arranged. 
tootboy on
Re: Life
i demand you work on solving this issue today
tess on
Re: Life
yes sir I'm on it.   lol....getting out my magic wand as we speak.  
redhat on
Re: Life
alright, cast the spell!
tess on
Re: Life
still working on just the right incantation.
redhat on
Re: Life
alright, lemme know when you get it, now.
tess on
Re: Life
lol...I did a google search and came up with this site that has all these incantations from Bewitched.    Okay this is the closest I can find from time....here goes.

Night into day
And day into night.
Back to the past
With the speed of light.
To Derwood the Bold
To do this spell
I wish you luck
If not, just yell.


redhat on
Re: Life
Yell!! great. i will if i need to.
tess on
Re: Life
haha....funny huh? 
tasteofyoursin on
Re: Life
"But with people man.... humans can be tricky. There are emotions involved."

aw, not again. emotions suck. maybe i can get away with not being emotional?

redhat on
Re: Life
no, that's even worse. I tried not to be emotional for so long. don't repress feelings. The key is to channel them and control them, not repress them.
tasteofyoursin on
Re: Life
channel + control, got it.
leedman on
Re: Life
You're absolutely right R.  Humans are tricky and so are our emotions. Damned do I know that. hehe

Knowing my standards is my key too. It's tragic that others take offense by that as well. I've tried extending simple friendship, no pretense, and yet, "the other" gets all caught up in a tizzy and then stops hanging out because I'm not playing their game. Whatever happened to friendship, dating, and love? Where did the process go?

I hope everything goes according to plan R. Stick to your guns and heart.

mazmanian on
Re: Life
Sometimes, what we want is not what we need, and what we need is not what we want.

And then the years flash by, and we realise what we needed to do was something we DIDN'T do...and what we wanted (at the time) was actually *completely* wrong.

No answer to this dilemma, which is age-old. Best you can do is examine the experience of others, see where decisions led them, where desires took them.

Or didn't.

But I'll tell you this much: Fortune favours the bold, not the timid.

And to fail at a thing is fine...it's the never trying that makes a soul barren at the end of it all.

L.

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