what are these goddamn animals?

for the longest time i thought it was cool not to blog about anything that wasn't poetic. how do you make friends without letting yourself out there though? well i have been on a two month drinking binge and i don't think i'm going to quit today. i am in school in the ICE room all day long and in my car there is a half of a fifth of heaven hill whiskey waiting for me. i think i'm going to go swimming today. one of my best friends went to jail this weekend and i almost did as well. i hate it that he went and not me because he had a 6month warrent out for his arrest and i have none. i finally went home yesterday. speak to me.