and good God does it hurt like hell.
Right now, I could kill someone.
The weather, as much as I love thunderstorms, is screwing me over.
Practice was horrible.
Had a pointless day cooked up inside.
And then my date did not.. go so well?
First his mother decided he has attitude issues, appreciating what he has. Then his dinner got postponed into the time he was supposed to pick me up... so it started 45 minutes late. He had to be home at ten because of issue one. meaning I only had until 9:30. Then his father calls and tells him to come home a half-hour early.
And, as I said, I hate the weather right now. It's making me irritable, because it reminds me of him, whom I cannot seem to have physically with me. I have practice all day, and he works 8:30-4 anyways. The only time we have during the week is after dinner, and right now that's getting ruined because of the weather and his mother's misperceptions of sorts.
It hurts because I know he'll be at college next year, so I won't have him then, but god, what an awful summer this seems like, right now....
Shitty weather. No time with the people I want to be with.
At least during school, I got to see these people.
It is days like these where I feel like screaming "IT'S NOT FAIR!"- just like Sarah does in Labyrinth....
shitty weather
