AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...

I hate practice.

I hate feeling underweight

I hate not having enough weight to through behind an oar

I hate the fact that my coaches won't make up their minds up about who will be coxing next year

I want to cry.

I have cried.

I feel so dizzy, and it's been more than an hour since practice has been over.

Food tasted disgusting tonight. I did not want to eat.

I do not weigh enough to row with girls who weigh 20 lbs more than I do. especially one that prolly weighs like, 50 more, who can't pull her own weight. I can't even get in a full stroke behind her because SHE has too much weight on her to get a full stroke.

And pieces BY FUCKING PAIRS, WITH 300 LBS EXTRA DEAD WEIGHT??????????? WHAT THE FUCKING HELL???

yes I am pissed, and pmsing. I do not care. I am going to go and cry.