random little rant

I have not had much good luck with friendships as of late ... which sucks ass because  I am the type that does not trust
very well and this shit is just making that worse ..oh well  guess if it is meant to be this way then it is which I am not sure anything is really meant to be I think life just happens  I do not thing there is some big plan out there for us all.
But if there is  a plan I  really wanna kick whoever s ass that  made my plan...because that person fucked me over (ASSHOLE)