lost...i hate this

do any of you know how it feels to lose a game, not just any game. our only night game as a JR. High student... the lights bleed the bright, the stands scream the pain, and you the player feels the disaponitment tday we played edgemount...we lost bye 1 points 1 lousy point....after the game we headed for the locker room...it was dead silent. Not one person said a word...then out of the blue,with the eyes of all of the audince looking at you, a clap was heard. then another, and another, and then more, and then it got faster, and more joined, until every one was claping at my teamates, and myself...my eyes watered, but i raised my head higher, and with more pride, to know that no matter what the out come, we are supported. it makes me feel good...the car ride home was very quite...but i was so pissed i couldn't say anything(the ref said to another ref"you would think that they would learn something from standing on the sideline" at that point...the entire team wanted to kill him) ok well tired as hell so im going to go to bed...ttyl byee