four months ago. there was this guy. we started dating. and things went from annoying to irritating to 'now, you're just pissing me the fuck off'
so. we've decided that this whole dating thing....
yeah. let's not do that anymore
and trust me. i'm going to be alright. but i told myself. no more dating. no relationships. not now
and i have NO problems with that, either
but something is bothering me a bit. my aunt made a comment over the holidays. something along the lines of 'i came across someone of your old baby photos your mom sent. you WERE such a pretty child. now look at you'. at first i blew it off, like most of the things she says to me. i dont like that lady
but then my nephew came over lately and i do have some old family photos sitting around. including some of me as a kid. and he said the exact same thing my aunt did
now i'm thinking 'what the fuck are you idiots trying to say?'
and people wonder why i'm always in defense mode
that amazes me
